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Woke up feeling... poignant this morning.



It seems as if reality is dancing around me, shifting, sliding... being beautifully remade.



I have paid a great price to stand where I stand now. I didn't just walk through fire to get here, I tore down all the pieces of my life I found unfit, poured gasoline on them, and stood in the inferno until it burned out.



Is that as it should be? Perhaps... perhaps not. Im sure there were less... hard ways to get here. But it is not in my nature to look for the easy way I think... My Taurean nature demands the challenge... and ohhhhhhh how I give myself to a challenge!



My reality has shifted. I have grown much more than I ever thought I could... The woman who looks back from the mirror finally mirrors the soul within.



Point? Agh, Im not sure I have one this morning. But Im going to capture this feeling... this ecstasy within... For me if for no one else :)



~A~

Base jumping. It's a sport where your never quite sure if your gonna make it or not. A leap of faith so to speak.



Im fixing to do so, metaphorically speaking.



See... I have rather high ideals of what this life should be. As things stand, I have not been living up to those ideals... Have not stood up and taken a leap of faith in a long time.



Now or never. I at least have to try...



~A~

It seems every stamp on the rave these days all say "Stalk me! Add me! I Will do the same!"



Seems to me that if I added everyone of these people, I wouldn't have room on my friends list for my actual... friends.



Yes, I know its a "Level Up" ploy... either that or it really inflates an ego to see "You have 407 friends!" when they log in.



Silliness...



Agh well... no skin off my nose I guess.



But... I shan't be adding any of these people unless they are actually... you know... my friend.



Im just bitchy that way :)~

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TheOrc
00:04 Jan 04 2011

LOL I agree completely. LOL

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Angelus
17:01 Jan 20 2011

still haven't sussed out why women take pride in such a derogatory term.



is there a male equivelant?

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